Marriage...

just isn't in the books for me I guess. My ex roommate got engaged on sunday night. Her boyfriend wrote her a song and sang it to her at talent show then purposed, this is like the third or fourth couple friend of mine to get engaged in the last month. NONE of these couples have been dating for as long as I've been with ryan. We are two months shy of one year and there has not been any talk of marriage. Somethings just wrong with me I guess. He doesn't really like the impulsiveness side of me that i will think of something crazy to do and i'll actually do it because thats living life to the fullest and thats what I want to do. Guys are jerks thats just it.


P.S. four weeks and three days til I see my jerk again..I am really excited:D