Its friday night....

and i'm at home. It feels great just to be able to sit in one place and just like chill cause at work I never get two seconds to just be in one place...well cept the freezer haha...anyways I'm always running and going and never gettin a break just goin and goin. But I guess thats what I'm getting paid for so not to shabby I guess. This weekend is gonna be long and frustrating and never going to end cause I have two articles to do and a very hard history test to study for. GRRRR! I hate history, writing not too much but history sucks butt. This is my thought right now, as I'm digging into some Milano cookies..YUMMY!!! Why does everything in our world revolve around looks and weight? Because you've got a single love handle or twenty we are no different in any other way. Just because some girl has a little around the middle doesn't mean she can't do the same things a stick figure can. If you have some weight the skinny "popular" group will have nothing to do with you and in some places the healthier group won't either. What the hell dude? What is the point of even trying. There are some skinny girls who have really fast metabolisms that can't help being skinny but there are the ones who starve themselves to be skinny or make themselves throw up and any girl who has any respect for herself would not put herself through something she doesn't enjoy. Plus if a girl has a little in the middle she's gonna have a nice rack and any guy would enjoy that my boyfriend, who by the way looking at him in person you would not think of him how I do/did. He has some weight but to me he is perfect. I on the other hand have not ever been "skinny" I have a little weight that I enjoy having because since I'm almost six foot tall I would look very awkward if I was skinny. Why push yourself to be something you don't want to be because of your own thoughts, but to be something the world thinks is good. Screw the world be and individual.